Welcome to PC D3857. I find that www.psycheducation.org is a really good place to learn about BP. It's a lot about BPII but there is a great deal that is relevant to BP1 as well. The site is written by a psychiatrist who specializes in BP and it is so good I still look things up there occasionally and I've known what I was dealing with for 17 years now.

I hope you are able to feel better and that we can offer you support.