I completely understand what u r going through. I too have mostly only body mems. I have very fe cognitive mems, but mostly atribute that to the fact that i was trying soooo hard to imagine myself somewhere else, doing I try not to use sharp things, so I dont run the risk of causing permenant damage. Not that I am advising it in any way. But basically I wanted to simultaneously thank you for showing me I;m not the only one, while showing u ur not the only one.