music stuck in my head all day. had to listen to the songs that I had in my head. seems to have helped. now they are at a dull roar and almost gone. been lazy today. not much accomplished. watching reruns on tv of stuff. but I am not even really watching tv. I am somewhere in between. migraine now, brain zaps, floaters in my eyes, think I might take a little nap. I am going to play the lottery tonight. I have a bunch of numbers already picked out to try and play. hopefully I will win the big prize. its estimated at 40 million, so the cash value is like 23 million. so that gives me something to look forward to. I lost track of time when picking the numbers. think I spent way too long doing it. now im feeling deep depression. its taken me about 40 minutes to type all this. I keep stopping and getting lost. think I will end this now. sorry if I bored anyone.
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current meds:
-Oxcarbazepine
-Gabapentin
-Hydroxyzine
-Risperidone
-Zoloft
Psychotherapy 2-3 times a month as needed
Bipolar 1, PTSD
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