Seems to me that in all your posts about your husband you are afraid of his changing. Maybe instead of focusing on his life you could get counseling for yourself and focus on your own life. The only person you can control is yourself.
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Nammu
…Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …...
Desiderata Max Ehrmann
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