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I totally get the experience of a magical/marvelous psychotic experience. I was once so high I literally believed I was experiencing heaven. But, it turned so, so terrifying so quickly so even given that I wouldn’t wish it on my worst enemy (although I sometimes secretly crave that feeling).
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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