I was feeling pretty bad today. I should be very happy, but I don't know why I feel the way I do. Even today I'm thinking that I may have made a mistake at the destination to where I'm going. I felt like I could have done better at picking out a good place.

I guess things are just adding up as it's been slow at work, my only friend is away in another country, and the relationship I have with my sister (the only family member I have to talk to) is dwindling away.