it really seems to me that God has 'his' own sense of time.. i fell to my knees and prayed but God must have known i wasnt ready.... i didnt get that 'impact' change right away either...

but i think that when God recognized that i was ready becasue of that plea, 'he' went to work right away.... it was me that held the show up.... took me awhile to be ready cause there were things i had to learn along the way... it took time...

i honestly feel that if your heart is opened to God, God whatever you percieve 'him' to be, enters...