It feels like I don't have the same privilege other ppl have. Other ppl can look up to someone or otherwise really like someone and they don't get the same bad consequence I do. They don't get called a creep or start getting ignored. Maybe some things are not meant to be.

It makes me feel alone like no one is ever gonna care. Kait from Arby's looked up to the supervisor but got only positive reaction. And my current coworkers from McDOnald's also liked the supervisor but they didn't get ignored. I didn't used to be ignored. Do I not have the same privilege bc the universe doesn't want me to? Is that why I get different consequence for doing the same thing?

I'm a nice person and I have a good heart. It just doesn't get appreciated. I worked at Sam's for 5.5 years distributing samples. I also looked up to my supervisor there cuz she was nice to me and everything. She didn't seem to like it either but at least she didn't change as much as Arby's GM and McDOnald's GM. She did make me quit though.

I remember being nothing but nice to Arby's GM. Like texting her happy birthday and not getting a reply. I brought her a present a few times. I'm nice AF to my current supervisor and he said time and again it's annoying. But he didn't start ignoring me until recently.