sorta like getting ready for the homecoming game? i dont know joe... what made you exhilarated before? its a familiar
feeling right? like going up and asking her for a date?

yeah.. i was on a righteous path onetime... orgaonized everything, kept all the notes, made the calls, set the wheel in motion..... expended a lot of energy and stress.... played some kind of mental psych war with 'em.... made threats and demands and nervously waited for results that never came... that was one experience..

the other 99 were successes : )