Gradually getting worse it seems, and I grow more irritated and angry as each day goes on. Maybe I need to get out more. I don't know if that is the source of my growing irritation, maybe it is my dissatisfaction with my own life which may seem so easy to change. I am manipulated by those around me which leaves me in a deep rabbit hole of built-up anger. I don't have anyone outside of the net I can talk to. My friends are away now and I am alone. Oh yes, perhaps I am not, if I opened my eyes and appreciated the air around me I would be happy. If it was that easy I would be much happier, wouldn't I? Resorting to satire perhaps is not the best coping skill and I should work on that. Hope you all on this thread are getting through things okay.