Thanks again simplex.

Don't mean to keep leaning on you for replies but I am coming back like you said. Hope that is ok.

Last night I had a scary dream. I was sitting at a bar and they poured me half a beer glass of tequila. I took a sip then stopped and recoiled, and put on my jacket to leave. I was horrified because I had sent my 30-day challenge to her and even a sip would break it. I woke up relieved to find out it was only a dream. But it was a crazy warning because I almost never have dreams that literal.

I am still crying for her a little each day. She blocked me on all the ways I could communicate with her. I posted somewhere else where they basically mocked this, saying why would she care about 30 days. But at this point it is all I can hang my hopes on, that before she blocked me she saw that 30-day promise and might feel safe enough to contact me out of curiosity a few weeks from now.

Anyway, thanks again and I will keep checking in.