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Originally Posted by sadveiledbride
Gradually getting worse it seems, and I grow more irritated and angry as each day goes on. Maybe I need to get out more. I don't know if that is the source of my growing irritation, maybe it is my dissatisfaction with my own life which may seem so easy to change. I am manipulated by those around me which leaves me in a deep rabbit hole of built-up anger. I don't have anyone outside of the net I can talk to. My friends are away now and I am alone. Oh yes, perhaps I am not, if I opened my eyes and appreciated the air around me I would be happy. If it was that easy I would be much happier, wouldn't I? Resorting to satire perhaps is not the best coping skill and I should work on that. Hope you all on this thread are getting through things okay.
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I say similiar satire things often. I get angry when people tell me all the "great" things I have in my life. I typically shut down and don't talk because I can't stand hearing "advice" from someone who has literally no clue what any of this stuff is like to live with. Just gotta "get over it". They make it sound so easy, why am I even on medication and had to leave work from a mental breakdown? If only I listened to their advice earlier (sarscasm)
This is why I don't talk to people in my family about how I feel.