I don't have much advice to give you other than what ALL the other WISE AND WONDERFUL POSTERS have already WISELY AND WONDERFULLY SAID BETTER THAN I EVER COULD! I am TRULY, DEEPLY SORRY that you're HURTING AND STRUGGLING SO BADLY and that you're GOING THROUGH ALL OF THIS! I TRULY, DEEPLY AM! I just hope that this hand tremor will pass soon and that you'll feel better REALLY, REALLY, REALLY, REALLY, REALLY AND VERY MUCH SOON! Keep us updated if you wish to do so and I hope you'll find the BEST POSSIBLE MEDS FOR YOURSELF REALLY, REALLY, REALLY, REALLY, REALLY SOON! Feel free to PM me ANYTIME when you need someone to talk to or vent to! I'LL TRY TO GET BACK AT YOU AS SOON AS I POSSIBLY CAN! THAT'S A PROMISE! YOU CAN ALSO REST ABSOLUTELY AND UNDENIABLY ASSURED OF THAT! I am SURE plenty of others will also GLADLY, KINDLY, WISELY AND WONDERFULLY help you out as well! I AM ABSOLUTELY AND UNDENIABLY SURE OF THAT! YOU CAN ALSO REST ABSOLUTELY AND UNDENIABLY ASSURED OF THAT AS WELL! Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @unicornlady, your family, your friends, your Pdoc and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking! I am TRULY, DEEPLY SORRY that you're HURTING AND STRUGGLING SO BADLY and that you're GOING THROUGH ALL OF THIS! I TRULY, DEEPLY AM! KEEP FIGHTING AND KEEP ROCKING! PLEASE NEVER GIVE UP HOPE NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS! PLEASE ALWAYS BE KIND TO YOURSELF AS MUCH AS YOU POSSIBLY CAN BECAUSE YOU ABSOLUTELY AND UNDENIABLU DESERVE IT AND YOU KNOW THAT'S ABSOLUTELY AND UNDENIABLY TRUE AS WELL EVEN IF IT'S DEEP DOWN INSIDE YOU! KEEP FIGHTING AND KEEP ROCKING!