((((perna)))))))))))))))))))))))
I did not go to the next day. Well sent daughter as I was working. My only thought was how can I have so much and her so little. At the time I should have remembered she choose this not me.
Then not let my mind go from that voice to the day 16 mths ago when she was going to hurt herself.
Her voice sounded the same.
Trust me this will not happen again. Had her cupboards been empty it would have been a different story.
I will no longer be a codepent "spelled wrong maybe"
This has been a on going cylce with her for over 7 years, It ends now...........shes sober . SHe has food stamps, a money card. Free ins. Free meds. Free Ts. And they want to send her to college. I hope she goes. I pray she makes it.
They pay her rent now. I just do phone and cable.
This all ends now.
I will now be just a sister
No longer the mom
muffy