Thanks for both of these. *BIG HUGS*


This weather reminds me so much this year of being 10-13 AND of going IP. I don't have a T but we could arrange to get me one- I'll have to ask my case manager. I feel like I dont even remember 99% of my childhood re: alcoholic dad. It scares me that there may be bad things Im not letting come to the forefront. I tried seeing someone specifically for ACOA (AdultChild Of an Alcoholic). in 1999 but that fizzled out. My brain still wants to think that I had a great childhood. Some of it was but there is stuff lurking and hiding that Im afraid of.