I've had that actual fetish since I was around 10, I didn't really know what it was back then though. Now that I come to think of it, when I've fantasised about certain boys/men I've had a crush on, I've had that fetish in the fantasies.

And also I've fantasised about it with the various obsession objects, but in a different way obviously. I've also acted out a few, with some of the objects I've been able to buy, but for some reason the fantasies were better. These obsessions seem to serve as themes for this fetish. It all seems pointless.