I came to work today! I’m dreading it but I feel calmer. I talked with RS last night about the self harm thoughts and he was really supportive. He says he’s not going anywhere no matter what. I hope that’s true. So far he’s shown it to be true so that’s good.

I’m going to talk to my principal today and let her know what’s going on. Just to get a dialogue started. She’s a great person so I know she won’t shame me or anything.

I hope I can make it through the day. I think I can. I have a three day weekend coming up. So that’ll be nice.