You have to wonder, what makes someone with DID require hospitalization? If one is suicidal, does that justify it or not - because another personality can step in and assist. What if one of the personalities is falling into a psychotic episode? What do we do about that? It's getting increasingly difficult for us to take over when he's having his episodes.

Does this need to be treated with hospitalization where they will dope us up, say that we're not real and probably send us to state at this point. Or do I need to stay home and try to treat this myself. Like I always do. Holding all of this crap together. I'm so tired of it. Sometimes I want to let it fall apart.

- Mile0.