I woke up around 4AM this morning and couldn't get back to sleep. Except that I got a bit drowsy around 5 but I had to get up by 5:45. Waking up at 4 and not getting back to sleep has been happening to me a lot lately.

My mind is in a whirl about the trip. It's tomorrow! I can't believe it's almost here! I feel good some moments and then I feel bad - by catastrophing. I recalled that I did that last year on my trip. Everything went well on that trip. There are times I feel like I want to cancel because I feel like I don't know what I'm doing.

I had posted last year on here when I went on that trip. I plan to do that this time, unless I can't use the laptop at where I'm staying.