Today, much like the last day or so has been miserable. Depression came on fast and severe this time. I don't want to do anything and all my hobbies aren't interesting me. I find no joy in anything at all and that everything is hopeless. I just don't think it is possible to live a life with extended periods of contentment for me (not even happiness, I will just take contentment at this point). I literally just laid around all day doing nothing and I want to be nowhere near my family. All these meds and therapy and still can't function, seems pointless and a waste of time to me now. I spent 4 months in IOP earlier this year, look what good that did. This is more of a frustrated rant than me seeking advice, I've heard it all already and yet I am still miserable.