Smells, at the hospital cancer, chemo, radiation was scared and having fam issues at same time.
Too complex, but involves elder parent and unsuportive husband.
During this time both my dogs died within months of each other. One had heart attack here at home, and my girl had lymphoma at the same time.... Vet clinics are still hard.
Smells, certain foods, areas.
I was in a living breathing nightmare, alienated too many.
Don’t think there's much left of
This shell... It's empty, and too late.
Too old for this.