I’m reading this great book anatomy of an epidemic by Whitaker he talks a lot about the meds giving you the exact ailment that is supposed to treat you and since most of these block receptors in your brain once you withdrawal your brain is flooded with neurochemicals leading to mania or negative symptoms. Do what’s best for you I too will goo off my antipsychotic because of the side effects and depersonalization effect it has left me the past five years... also note that a lot of these drugs leave you with brain damage just my two cents