@MickeyCheeky, thank you! Today I feel a lot better. I've had time to rest and think about things. The relationship was mainly negative energy. It's good that he's gone. It's freed up some space. I sort of feel like a weight has been lifted from my shoulders. I deserve good friends. Now I have the freedom for it. I learned some valuable lessons. It wasn't all bad. I'll miss having him to chat with at like 2 am in the morning. Hugs to everyone!