It seems like every time I turn around it is time to see you again. I cannot seem to keep up with my diary card, journaling, and homework. The time just hoes by too fast. I wish I could go only once a week or better yet every 2 weeks but I know it will take me forever to get better at that rate. Ugh. Why did I get chisen to have such a crappy family and life? Why couldn't I be born into an even half way normal life?

I am not ready to see you again tomorrow or Thursday for that matter.