I wonder t if you sort of expect me to (or are waiting for me to) just not come back? Like it would be easier on both of us if I just... don't call? In the past 2 weeks it has become clear to me that I no longer want or need to come weekly. I don't want to stop completely, I don't ever want to stop completely, but I don't need or want to come every week anymore either. We need to talk about what that means going forward. Let's go back to the "as needed" thing, ok? I am so very, very grateful to you for everything. Love you.