Just a comment, : --I have issues with object permanence so like to reach out to be reminded they're still there/thinking of me. By Lonesome Tonight...part of me feels this only to then get pissed off at my self for it. And then go into different modes of thinking....i get angry at her, i get angry at myself. I dont want to talk to her. I get mad when i realize what she is doing and get mad at myself for it. DID sucks