Hugs to you Deilla, I can relate to this. I had an internet friend I felt close to. I felt like he cared, at list a fair bit. In my case, he said he had too much to deal with, also that he couldn't be there for everyone all the time. So I blamed myself for being too needy. It hurts whether I really was too needy or not. I miss him to this day and it's been a long while. I hope you will find some peace with it, for me it has taken a lot of time to accept. But I'm sensitive and I take friendships seriously.... life just hurts us sometimes. Maybe that person didn't mean to hurt you in any way, but it doesn't mean you forget them easily.
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