I tried to kill myself too, or rather have myself killed. I was struck in the middle of a crosswalk of a street by the local fire chief going 35mph. Flew 15 feet, knocked unconscious for ~30mins and tore my right ACL. Got a pretty penny out of it since technically he was in the wrong (and probably drunk too, he got out of testing for the responding police officer) and looking back I'll never attempt to kill myself over a girl again.