I am TRULY, DEEPLY SORRY for what you're going through and that you're HURTING AND STRUGGLING SO BADLY! I TRULY, REALLY AM! KEEP FIGHTING AND KEEP ROCKING NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS! Yes, I COMPLETELY agree with BOTH the WISE and WONDERFUL Bill3 and nicoleflynn! You have EVERY RIGHT to speak up when you're feeling hurt! I am REALLY HAPPY you're going to move soon! Be REALLY, REALLY, REALLY, REALLY, REALLY PROUD OF YOURSELF for what you're accomplishing! Try not to give it ANY thoughts and just focus on yourself and on what you need to do NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, ok? Sending Many Safe, Warm Hugs To BOTH You, @idkkkkkk, Your Family, Your Friends, Your Therapist, Your Doctors And ALL of your Loved Ones! I am TRULY, DEEPLY SORRY for what you're going through and that you're HURTING AND STRUGGLING SO BADLY! I TRULY, REALLY AM! Please NEVER EVER EVER EVER EVER GIVE UP HOPE NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS! KEEP FIGHTING AND KEEP ROCKING NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS!