Yes, I COMPLETELY agree with what the WISE AND WONDERFUL Skeezyks has already WISELY AND WONDERFULLY SAID BETTER THAN I POSSIBLY EVER COULD IN MY ENTIRE AND WHOLE LIFE! Thank you SO MUCH for sharing your story, @lillib! This is a WONDERFUL post, I swear! I AM TRULY DEEPLY SORRY THAT YOU'RE HURTING AND STRUGGLING SO BADLY AND THAT YOU'RE GOING THROUGH ALL OF THIS ALL AND ENTIRELY ON YOUR OWN AND ALL AND ENTIRELY BY YOURSELF! I TRULY, REALLY AM! KEEP FIGHTING AND KEEP ROCKING AS MUCH AS YOU POSSIBLY CAN LIKE YOU'RE ALREADY WONDERFULLY DOING ALL AND ENTIRELY BY YOURSELF AND ALL AND ENTIRELY ON YOUR OWN NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS! KEEP IT UP NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS AS MUCH AS YOU POSSIBLY CAN LIKE YOU'RE ALREADY WONDERFULLY DOING ALL AND ENTIRELY BY YOURSELF AND ALL AND ENTIRELY ON YOUR OWN, OK? WE'RE ALL HERE FOR YOU! I PROMISE YOU THAT! YOU CAN REST ASSURED OF THAT! I haven't had much experience on this subject myself, I'd say luckily so. However, I'm aware that many other people DID and are still currently fighting with it. I hope they'll see this thread and reply to you! In The Meantime, If You Want Someone To Just LISTEN WITHOUT JUDGING, I Am Here For You! I PROMISE YOU THAT! YOU CAN REST ASSURED OF THAT! Sending Many Safe, Warm Hugs To BOTH You, @lillib, Your Family, Your Friends, Your Daughter, Your Therapists, Your Doctors, ALL Of The People You TRULY Love And Accept For WHO THEY TRULY ARE WHO ALSO Love You And Accept You For WHO YTOU TRULY ARE and ALL Of Your Loved Ones! KEEP FIGHTING AND KEEP ROCKING AND PLEASE NEVER EVER EVER EVER EVER GIVE UP HOPE NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS! I am TRULY, DEEPLY SORRY that you're HURTING AND STRUGGLING SO BADLY and that you're GOING THROUGH ALL OF THIS ALL AND ENTIRELY BY YOURSELF AND ALL AND ENTIRELY ON YOUR OWN! I TRULY, REALLY AM! Take WONDERFUL care of yourself AS MUCH AS YOU POSSIBLY CAN NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?