Well some things get easier, others don't. My mental health is better, therefore easier, but my finances due to my mental health suffer. I'm asking for help, too little too late but it's something. I want to buy a nice car in the future, I made that future instead of immediate long term. Because I do stupid stuff that wreaked havoc on my finances. But I'm stable. But when I wasn't bad things happen, that have ruined my life essentially so honestly does it get better? I'm alive, that's all I can say, where there is life there is hope.