If you're in the UK, and are upset by reading about violence, I'd recommend NOT buying the most recent copy of Eve magazine...I bought it just before going on holiday, and there was an article written by a survivor of Columbine...no warning on the cover, or there's no way I'd have gone anywhere near it. Managed to skip over the article the first time I read the magazine, but it was around the whole holiday (my sister read it, too), and eventually I decided to read the article because I thought I'd be ok...but then, I always think that. I can picture it now, and I couldn't before...and it's making me feel pathetic because the way the writer told it it just seems so much worse than "mine", but she was brave enough to write and I can't even talk about it, really. I can picture the one at my school, too, but I know that only a few of the images I have are "real"...the rest, I've just imagined after reading or hearing about it. I have no idea what it was really like. So once again I ask myself, just what am I so worked up about anyway, when half of what I "remember" is just in my head?

(Apologies if this doesn't make much sense - it's late. )