it makes perfect sense....half of what you "remember" is just in your head? that means the other half is real...and it's a rough thing to go thru...i know tho i don't talk about why...but i will say this...quit being so hard on yourself...that stuff is not easy to live with...and stupid mags like that don't give warnings coz they don't care about triggering people...they just care about selling copies

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