Bright lights against the dull shine of the signal post- red, now green, now yellow holding, aaaand red! The cool air sneaks around my ankles- Whoosh! It's cool, fresh as I inhale deeply. Honk! Beep! I step out, wanting to be one with the light, as it is reflected- hardness, brightly, swiftly- I am one with the hardness, bone against flesh, steel against steel, to meet is their desire! O what joy! What quiet delight! As one, and snow gently falls around. Now red! And white and green! And STOP.
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat ingrezza 80 mg
Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg
Vraylar 3 mg
Gabapentin 300 mg
Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily
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