this AS IS bus is more important for me now...
my being HUMAN with a mental illness of some kind that took me down...
that is me and i can't change what happened....
but i am more happy when i make that an important part of my life...
IRL i am coming out more and finding my true friends....my depression is not as bad...
i still don't like dying and death....but valium is still good.....in my closet...