I did it again, didn't I. Well I guess the first step is recognition right?!

I miss you. Especially now that I've identified what it is that I want that I can't have.

But I am in a quandary because seeing you just perpetuates the longing. I need to let you go, once and for all. I need to separate from you somehow and allow my other relationships to fill the abyss that will be left behind... why'd I let this happen? Why'd I let you become so damn important to me? I know, but I don't know.