I hear you, @
jblack808. I have been alone now for awhile as well. I find it quite lonely most of the time, which I don't like. I need to get a dog. That would help me, I think.
There are lots of single women out there. I am sure that under the right circumstances, you could easily meet one or more. But I do agree having the mental illness history complicates things. How do you talk about that? I don't personally have an answer for that one, which is why I am still single.
Don't give up. Hang in there. Keep after those goals. And things will get better. If you really want to find someone to be with, that will happen. Probably should figure out which sex, though, before you get yourself into something unnecessarily complicated. Best of luck!!