I COMPLETELY understand what you mean, @WpgMom! Yes, it is understandable why you'd want to be left alone at least for a bit. Not everyone is a socially extorverted person after all! I COMPLETELY AGREE with ALL AND EVERYTHING that ALL the other WISE AND WONDERFUL POSTERS HAVE ALREADY BEAUTIFULLY, KINDLY, GENEROUSLY, CARINGLY, DEARLY, SWEETLY, INTELLIGENTLY AND WONDERFULLY SAID BETTER THAN I POSSIBLY EVER COULD IN MY ENTIRE AND WHOLE LIFE! I am REALLY HAPPY TO HEAR that your Husband is respecting your Wishes at least and that he'se respecting you and being kind to you! Just keep trying to do your best like you're already WONDERFULLY DOING ALL BY YOURSELF and hopefully things will get easier for you one way or another! You can also think about hiring a Therapist perhaps if the stress becomes too much to handle or perhaps even a Pdoc! Feel free to PM me ANYTIME when you need someone to talk to or vent to or even some Advice And Support! I'LL TRY TO GET BACK AT YOU AS SOON AS I POSSIBLY CAN! I PROMISE YOU THAT! THAT'S A PROMISE! YOU CAN REST ASSURED OF THAT! I am SURE that PLENTY of others will also GLADLY, BEAUTIFULLY, KINDLY, CARINGLY, SWEETLY, DEARLY, DARLINGLY, CHARMINGLY, INTELLIGENTLY, SMARTLY AND WONDERFULLY HELP YOU OUT AS WELL IF YOU JUST ASK! I PROMISE YOU THAT! THAT'S A PROMISE! YOU CAN REST ASSURED OF THAT! Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you and your Husband, @WpgMom, your Family, your Friends, your Therapists, your Pdocs and ALL of your Loved Ones! KEEP FIGHTING AND KEEP ROCKING AS MUCH AS YOU POSSIBLY CAN LIKE YOU'RE ALREADY WONDERFULLY DOING ALL AND ENTIRELY BY YOURSELF AND ALL AND ENTIRELY ON YOUR OWN NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK? PLEASE NEVER EVER EVER EVER EVER GIVE UP HOPE NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS! KEEP IT UP! BE PROUD OF YOURSELF AS MUCH AS YOU POSSIBLY CAN BECAUSE YOU DESERVE IT AND YOU KNOW THAT'S ABSOLUTELY AND UNDENIABLY TRUE AS WELL EVEN IF IT'S DEEP DOWN INSIDE YOU! KEEP FIGHTING AND KEEP ROCKING!