A few years ago I had a cyst removed from my tail bone. This is the only time I remember ever having general anesthesia (only other time I was 18mos old). I expressed my terror to the surgeon and he agreed to attempt the procedure with a local anesthesia but I went into it with the understanding that depending on the size of the cyst we may have to use general.

The anesthesiologist was kind enough to spend time with me before and gave me a tour of the equipment. Part way into the surgery doc said he couldn't comfortably go any further with me awake. The cyst was deeper than expected. Even though I agreed and knew of this possibility I just felt myself fill with fear.

I was attempting to ask the doc a question but don't ever remember finishing it or getting an answer. The surgical crew was paying no attention and knocked me out right in the middle. I was trying to put my trust in these people but I was not made aware of what was happening when. The next thing I knew I was being scolded by a woman telling me to keep my eyes open and stay awake. I was in recovery.

This experience certainly did nothing to reassure me.