I'm not ok for the human world
I'm not enough for this society anymore/never was

But I don't really care. I feel I"m beyond this feeling

I'm almost 32
Not the prettiest woman, never achieved anything important and currently unemployed

I enjoy silence and solitude because when I was a kid and teenager I used to live in a problematic and chaotic environment. Problematic parents and family

I wake up in the morning and feel everything
I feel the weight of the world, the violence , the fear

I feel shameful and guilty and I use to close my eyes and pretending annoying and cruel humans will disappear from this world. And to go with them
Ugh