My close friends have become more distant, my normal friends don’t ever ask me to hangout anymore, when I ask its always no followed by an excuse. At the end of the day, I know it has been my fault. I have come to terms that i do not need people in my life to give me joy, i have other things i can do. I love to read and play piano and drums, and exercising. Maybe its better to be isolated because I can get better at the things i enjoy? Im just sick of feeling unwanted by every single person i talk to, it is starting to take a toll on me, thanks for reading.