((((((( )))))))

On the one hand, I have been unsuccessful shutting down my own tapes.

On the other hand, I find it difficult to care what they say. Maybe the benzodiazepines help with that; maybe it's the depression itself - ironically - that, in my case, diminishes the capacity to "feel" the impact of the repeating tapes.

But you have found nothing that helps.

Is there a "cure"?
Is there a "cure" that isn't worse than the disease?

((((((( Fuzzybear )))))))