I'm not seeing a doctor/therapist at the moment and I don't know if I should. I don't think there's anything really causing me a bad mood which is problematic. I just kind of fall asleep in my mind and body. I cry sometimes, but sometimes I just can't talk or move my body and it scares me. Sometimes it doesn't scare me at all. I feel wonderful.

Sometimes my mood changer radically very fast. I can cry one moment and feel deeply helpless and then I can smile again and feel strong. Sometimes I do question my own good feeling. I'm not sure if it's always a real feeling.