My old job called this morning. They have a position for me as a sub until They can get me full time employment. I took it. I resigned from my job this morning. Before I went in this morning there were the familiar feelings of depression, self harm, anxiety, etcetera. I just know I can’t get better if I stay where I’m at. I know some people on here may disagree with my decision but I feel it is best for me. I will be getting insurance through the marketplace as soon as my old job can send me a letter stating that I do not have insurance there anymore. That will hold me over until I can become a full time employee again.

I’m not sure how I feel. Part of me feels relieved, part of me feels like a failure. And of course the underlying depression. At least I have the support of my family.