To start, I'm in my third of four semesters for my 2 year Business-Accounting program. It's been off to a shaky start to say the least. First, I was given the wrong textbooks and I had to scramble to get the correct ones. Now I am way behind in one class and I am thinking of dropping it.

I am also dealing with my wisdom teeth coming in. I have to get them removed on November 5th. For the most part, the pain has been bearable. Being a Type 1 Diabetic and pushing 40 years old, I am a little worried.

I am also looking for a new job. They can't accommodate my schooling and it's too far of a drive.

In addition to that, I moved in with my friend, his gf, and their toddler back in February. I may have mentioned this in another thread, but I'm not sure. Things haven't been going so well. They do nothing but fight and have constant screaming matches. He also brings the little guy downstairs and leaves a mess. One time it took me 3 hours to clean up. Today, they cleaned up for the kid's birthday party and were complaining about dust, spider webs and bits of food and dirt. A lot of that is left behind from the kid. I really had to bite my tongue. I felt bad for my roommate who spent all Sunday cleaning. They don't respect my privacy either. I'm not a poker playing pot head. A couple of weeks ago, I came home from work and they had planned a poker party that night in the basement without telling me and I got upset.

The only thing I can do is move back in with my parents. Honestly, I would rather stay in a homeless shelter or live out of my car. Nothing seems to be going right. Everything just blows up in face when I try to make improvements and it turns out to be an utter failure. I don't know what to do. I some point I have to start seeing some success. This is all too much. Maybe the best thing is to quit or postpone the schooling (I'm being funded through Second Career), quit my job and go back on ODSP.

I'm sick of being a failure.