@Sheezyks Yes, I am in a counseling program. I think the timing of this post that I have to write is throwing everything off. It's due tonight in 4 hours and 57 minutes. or so.

I know that right now I have been hit with a very trying time. I had a medication switch done today and so far I have a headache and it's making it hard to type. I have had sui thoughts lately and that isn't helping. My addiction is also in a precarious time. I know and see the need. But right now I am hoping to just get through the program. and get the post done. I Need the points. And I need more time. I have asked for an extension and I hope I get it. I'm not right in the head now but I sure hope to be. The phone call about professional dispositions has really thrown me off. I just hope I don't have to take a leave of absence, I don't think the business will be understanding to take care of their employees. Although they said that they want to retain people. There wasn't understanding last week and there won't be this week.