I've been seeing my pdoc for 2 years. Most of the time she goes the extra mile for me. She's moody, however; when her mood is bad it's very hard to be around her.
At my appointment 2 days ago I told her that I had slightly changed my Abilify dose. She flipped out and gave me a stern lecture on why I shouldn't change my dose without contacting her (including that she's responsible if I change my dose and have a negative result).
But here's the thing: she works only Tuesday through Friday. The clinic I go to is free. There is absolutely no back-up for the 3 days my pdoc is not in the office.
I'm feeling terrible hurt about her lecture, and am obsessing about it. I'm in a special program for "severely mentally ill" so I'll see her again today (I see her frequently).
Any ideas? What should I say to her about her reaming me? I am so angry. Or should I just cancel today's appointment until I speak with my therapist on Monday (she and my pdoc work together)?
Give me some ideas. Thanks!