you know the statement "pain doesn't hurt if its all you've ever felt" well that is not the case throughout my life all i have felt is pain one let down after another eventually it becomes to much to handle and i cant handle it any more i have given up on hoping for things just so i wont be let down again but unfortunately im still constanly hurting cuz even when you hope for nothing you are let down cuz there is always something out to get you