Also my grandma is doing bad and is confused. And the last 2 days my family and I had been on contact with the state dept, because my brother was in Croatia and we hadn't heard from him in awhile. They found him on an island. He had been bitten by a poisonous spider and is now okay but it's like 3 major stressors in a couple days. I should feel depressed but I'm speedy and looking at a pine tree outside my apartment feels good. I don't think I'm hypo but also idk whether I need treatment or not. I take sam-e and vinpocetine and feel great.