welcome!!!! i like you already

you sound like a great mom and person. therapy does help. it does take time. for so long i couldn't get to the real issues in t. that God my t was patient because he knew that i had to gain trust for him before i could trust him with the childhood secrets i'd spent my entire life running from. it may take time, is what i'm trying to say.

also, your depression could be biological as well. might meds in combination with therapy be an option for you?

i hope to see more of you here and wish you the absolute best.

kd